I resent the man I call my husband

The love is gone happy we cant be but  still I dont leave

You put me down and yell very loud and the word I hate you

I cant say out loud. You took my life . At 13 I became pregnant then a wife.

I was not innocent that I

Wont deny. But I was still a child and you loved to make me cry.  

Treated me so bad the pain I just cant hide.  Manipulate is what you do best

In this marriage my sanity you test. You chased off my friends then my family too.

I was only 13 what was I supposed to do? 5 kids later I begin to resent you.

You smile and pretend put on this act but it never lasts long your true colors come through.

It kills me inside . No family or friends for me to confide. Now im 30 yrs old but my happiness you still hold. So day in day out all I want to do is cry. No where to go no where to hide.

I left you once you with held my kids and its for them I put myself through this

One day they will grow and the truth trust me they know.

Resent you they will do .I pray to God for my decision to stay  they wont resent me too.

I did love you once upon a time but the older i get the more you I resent. If I could go back in time one thing I would do is make sure the younger me never ever meets you.