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Party girl

Party girls
 
Have you ever wanted to sleep so bad you try to close your eyes
but your terrified of the lies,
self loathing and all the things you despise
 
You adopted this lifestyle to silence the voices
Evading the truth by making poor choices
 
Those drunk three AM “I love you”s are nothing more
than your pissed up brain loaning your heart out like a dirty whore
and that distant fairytale ending, won’t be the one you’ve been hoping for
 
You put your feelings on the line as if they’ll never get hurt
As if someone will never drag your soul through the dirt
Making your humiliation and demise a display so overt
 
All that you care about is becoming famous and wealthy
All your time spent on capturing that perfect selfie
When will you realise that this attitude and mentality is not healthy
 
Your killing yourself everyday as if your life is a joke
Wasting what little money you have on a line or a smoke
Getting so “off your face” you end up with some random bloke
He takes you back to his place where He offers you coke
Of course your right in there all your money’s gone, you’re broke!
 
You go to the bedroom and slip off your skirt
He’s eyeing you up as he unbuttons his shirt
You don’t know what’s coming, a world full of hurt
“You brought this upon yourself you fuckin little flirt”
 
In your mind You get enough strength to pull yourself out of bed
Drag yourself to the mirror, feel that pain in your head
You’re having flashbacks to last night they fill you with dread
Your covered in blood, he beat you, you bled
The last words you heard “shut up bitch, you’re dead”
 
Your remember the pain of that first puncturing stab
You remember trying to leave and
call for a cab
But you’re body’s lying there on a cold metal slab
Hovering above reality, you’re in the pathologists lab
 
He’s got away with it, he took your life and he’s thrilled
His sick and twisted plans and fantasies have been fulfilled
Nothing left behind for your loved ones to rebuild
Your actions and decisions have got you killed

(2014)

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