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Rambling

Scattered thoughts and misguided views
With the persona of having “loose screws”
And a self confidence severely bruised
Is a combination that will make you booze
 
Excuse the incoherent noise that is my rambling
This race known as life has me scrambling
My happiness I’m no longer handling
Outsourced to fate, who seems to be gambling
 
With odds that are not in my favor
If only I took the time to savor
For you were my favorite flavor
But unfortunately that was when I began to waver
 
With the decisions of who I should be
Hesitant I became, when forces unseen
Made their appearance known to me
Why couldn’t I just live out my dream
 
My one desire that I embraced fully
Only to have it taken away cruelly
As if life decided to be my personal bully
What did I do to deserve this … truly?!
 
Confident and motivated I am no longer
Just a hollow shell, destined to wander
Even with the cheers to become stronger
The pessimistic side has conquered
 
 
…. optimism no longer

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