Caricamento in corso...

Over flow

I’m ready not to feel anymore
Yeah my heart takes up every square inch of my bed room floor
But I’m over it.
Not really but it sure feels nice to pretend that..
I don’t wanna know the tricks you got in that top hat
You can keep them in there.
It isn’t anyone’s fault I suck emotion out of thin air
Put it in my pockets and
Make everything even heavier for myself.
I’d still love you if you were in another body long as
You were still yourself
I would have spotted out love in any form
Of course I love you
You keep my cold warm
With both your soul and your doubt
I can hear it
It doesn’t need to really be announced
If I’m wrong please tell me,
Please tell me I feed myself anxiety with a silver spoon
And I’ll change my doses from worry to royal blue
Relief.
I prayed and no angels slipped their wings over my sheets
But I felt something
And it scared me so I said amen.
I wanna live again.
I wish I could turn off my sad
As easily as my faith.
My friend said statistically,
It’s a fling it goes away,
Something to with age
And  we were honest due to lack of sobriety
He said
It ain’t forever is what he believes
And all I asked was why not
And please tell me what I want to hear tied with ribbon
At the end.
But I hold on too hard.
And the harder I cling to anything the more it slips away
You’d think I wld learn the lesson
But I arrogantly grow more afraid..
But love is not a fucking mistake.
Connection is half emotion half
Puzzle piece
And I don’t want you to go
Because what you filled up
Would leak.
And I hear possibility in our good byes every night
Every time
I think stay longer,
Grow bright I’m not dim any more either..
Sometimes longing is a fever
I am freezing freezing
Cold.
But despite my insecurities
I have enough love to settle me
I mean there’s a balance
I don’t let my storm thoughts avalanche
Anymore.
I feel warmth in your goodnight goodbyes,
Most times.

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