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I hate you as much as you hate me.
You ruin everything I have.
I’m so ready to move out.
I don’t want to be around you as much as you hate to see me.
I’m sorry I woke you up.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
You probably helped me more than you know.
Your music makes me sad.
I always thought you were mean.
Away from you, I missed you.
I thought you could’ve been the one.
I missed you.
Damn you.
I know this isn’t right.
Damn you.
I know I have things that will never make me desirable.
I wanted someone.
Someone to love me.
Treat me like a lady.
For a long time, I thought if you couldn’t
No one could.
If you want me to leave
I will.
No looking back.
We’ve changed.
We’re not meant for each other.
Goodbye to you.
Hello to opportunity.
Hello to new people.
Hello to mature people.
You were the worst thing that ever happened to me.
Sometimes I wish I never kept seeing you.
Things may have been better
For the both of us.
Goodbye and
Leave me alone.
(2001)
Poem written when I was drunk and had just finished fighting with an abusive ex.
