Putz She laughed, sometimes Made me smile, a lot Raged, sometimes Made me run for the hills, occasio…

Where do I go Where do I run When each breath means pain The pain of going on Which is far worse than

Fade away We all fade away We suffer In silence And the world likes it that way

I don’t belong here Destined for another place So lonely It crushes me Falling through a black abyss

There lies a wooden cabin Just big enough for one With a garden full of every colour… Growing softly, surely in the dark… With a pond to one side

What is the most painful word? Is it hate? That abject raging emotion that… Hate can be fulfilled, one way or… Or maybe it’s sadness?

When you’re too tired to feel Too numb to care When there’s no one there To hold you close The Darkness obliges

My hopes have turned into air I simply could not care Spring is here My time is near Depression’s terrible snare

The words on the pages blur Fading away in a mist A mist of tears, floods In a waterfall, Like so many drops of blood

Your inability to see What’s killing me Endlessly This is my destiny A loop of death

Depression is... Like a towering mountain, On my back Like my shadow, Always there, always dragging me d…

The smile hides the tears The laugh conceals the pain The jokes save them from his suffe… “I’m fine” he says “I’m okay” he says

Is it dark? Or am I blind? The spirals of encroaching night Betray the trust of the light. Shadows wail beyond the mist