Ah if I could only count the ways

That I would gladly give

If I could pick up the pieces of my heart

And give a breath to make it live

Oh I’d make the saints all jealous

With kindness of the deeds I’d do

If I could free myself from my mind

And the torture it puts me through

I’d give to each and everyone

The compassionate will of heart

If I could bury my demons

If I could set them all apart

I’d give those needing a miracle

The greatest acts mankind has ever seen

If I could exchange for one day of peace

If I wasn’t caught in between

And for those who dont believe in fate

Well I will tell you that its true

I’ve tried for all the world to change my stars

But its destiny that follows through

If I could only absorb the hurt

The rest of the world knows

I’d take it from then and add it to my pain

Because I can’t rid myself of my own