Some things you can’t take back There are no redos or do overs What’s done is done This lethal injection button is a… with no where else to go

That girl multiple state athlete, homecoming… That girl editor of the school paper, debate… president of the music department

Your truth honey soaked fruit you whispered i… it was a beautiful orgasm of flavo… quenching every longing as I took… dripping from your lips into my ea…

Little gray girl with lips of blue Empty eyes vacant to the world aro… Rain falls from your lashes and st… You died with your sweet simplisti… Gliding through long grass and for…

Motionless I lay curled on the fl… Savage tears crash into my ears Drowning the sounds around Un-fazing the thoughts radiating w… Muffling screams of wailing with m…

The coldness of the air makes my b… Deep inside my bones moan to be sa… From within I cry to be at rest but no tears will fall for its all… The war doesn’t end when I close…

This, this thing is choking me to… its transparent hand gripping tigh… while the other slowly claws thoug… snapping my ribs one by one with i… scratching its many names into the…

I kiss you, your eyes, cheeks, forehead and mo… You are asleep. In the deepest of sleep And will never wake

What is in your hand so sharp and cold cutting the delicate buttons off m… you thrust it in me slow welling seamless tears

Slowing watching you slip away grasping sand running through my g… hearing the last breath of this li… And then you were gone My sweet love

Don’t give up my love please don’t turn away Stay and rest don’t run I am here in front of you please

You have my heart in the palm of y… do you feel it the warmth, light, steady pulsating beat

Broken merry– go– round there is n… blinding vertigo emerged unexpecte… a festering wound it surfaced its… retching inside I convulse in agon… the deafening of silence pulsates…