fear
you ever fear what you lost when you gave yourself to who you thought was next
you ever hope that the fear was misplaced
put on a brave face
and gave yourself away
with a
lack of understanding
but abundance of knowledge
fear of peace
and full of despair because you could possibly be
confusing love for the lust saturating the air
because of what you wish was next
you still fear how much you love those soft whispers in your ear
and the messy hair
you still fear love but hope to overcome
so you turn your mind off
and your heart on
and silence all the doubts
from past unrequited loves
