2016
if ever someone is my dearest ear who hears my truth as theirs
unspeakable dearth of nutrient the cause of the complaint, lack of the sweet titmilk of human connection,
this being we are, delights in all things, yes but is held breathless
I just felt what I think I’ll feel always, once we’ve finally met, and share this cool space, like an open secr… It felt like all my favorite songs…
so, i’m in this spiritual war. maybe you aren’t, but i am. many great losses
i could not conceive of such beauty, it had to hit me like it has. nothing
life and even one good thing– anything, a course in wonders becomes? no school, thanks not for me. no lesson one so likes declaring to find itself legs. no
I dream sometimes you surprise me and it is surprising that I don’t immediately realize I’m dreaming
oh, and how it gets you these bastard assumptions, one or two commonalities
a few hundred million dying days later he emerges into crazy
you are guilty of failing to love and understand me, like a dog is guilty of failing to speak or use
yes, darling you should come & take care of me, someone has to, & you
drry awfl drd sys thngs tk t lng & y bttr hrry lst y
now, I’m no Bukowski but my friends who don’t like poet… except his stuff, tell me they like mine, and I can drink like a drinking machine
bring me things to break myself upon till