(2014)
the very idea that i could be
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they really do know how to shove something up your ass like
people, mostly all barely beyond apes, cannot be trusted. they are incapable of caring
if ever someone is my dearest ear who hears my truth as theirs
something you need makes you its bitch, yes even as it isn’t coming, no when love stands you up & all the more sweet
here in the middle of the bottom of the lie how obvious
bring me things to break myself upon till
leaning into, not against it. no, decidedly for, yes, always that, no matter
you’ve been invited, stupid asshol… to remember things differently, wh… it means to be human, even. dumb shit, you’ll always let someone el… handle it, whatever always happens
a few hundred million dying days later he emerges into crazy
let’s put all the stupid things in a pile and call them “love” or “worry” or
if i stub my fucking toe it’s their fault so say i, and who could argue? you almost
there are never really any angels in god’s company, it really just pretends them
man, it’s hard to come down from impossible hopes seemingly