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Angel of mine

R.I.P Tasha

Angel of mine.
thoughts and memories as a youth, I remember the highlights and downfalls of our relationship.
You helped me grow into the person I am today, encouraged me to aspire beyond the given template society humour, for me you went against the typical reflection of life given to every teen in this modern day society. Taught me to believe in myself against all odds.
an angel in disguise, chilling back listening to Monica, angel of mine, you’d always crank a smile.

The day you left me, see everything felt extremely surreal, sitting on a train, 5:15pm and that night the minutes changed, the slowness and stillness of reality had my mind swirling for reasoning.

When obstacles occur without reason, we lean on our weaknesses and remain lost.
as if a season delayed and the cycle was disengaged.

23 missed calls later, I switch on my phone, to see only my mothers name, as I’m glancing at my phone in despair, the thought of such an urgency and the distance I’m attempting at hand I suppose for me dramatised the situation, making the journey further into never land.

Angel of mine, at 21 in true disguise,
I walked through the doors of your apartment building only to find a women in the solid code of conduct uniform, supporting her cause without a shutter of support, said to me are you the sister of a to b, cause you see she unfortunately passed at dawn, I do send my regrets but still only shrugged her shoulders and took another step.

Angel of mine at 21 in true disguise,
For you I fell to my knees in disbelief and cried,
I was angry at the suddenness of your loss, betrayed that God would take you so soon.
I was weak.
Only aged 16, your little sister had to plan your funeral, beautiful R.I.P.

Stephanie - Anne

(2015)

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