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Scared

I’m lost in a world unknown.
I have  rebelled against what I was always shown.
Trying to find my inner peace.
I have to let my soul just relax and release.
I am stuck between reality and fantasy.
Lost in passion and surreal ecstasy.
Slowly changing my way of thought.
Engaging and listening to everything that is being taught.
Trying to open up my heart again.
But so scared to get left broken and in unimaginable pain.
My fragile heart has had more than its fair share.
To many times has it been cut open and left raw and bare.
It is so hard to just let go.
Scared to get into a situation I really do not know.
I am so worried about the outcome.
Of myself opening up fully and giving my heart to someone.
If I do let my heart be opened one more time.
I hope this time around it will be ever so amazing and sublime.
All I ever truly wished for was to find a love ever so consuming.
A love that is real and honest and will never leave you constantly assuming.

(2015)

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