no remorse
With every morning brings a new
smile on your face.
The sun, it shines so bright that
it blinds you.
Wishing that these days will last
forever.
Then it hits you out of no where
its so hot
your so weak
Worry and dread comes upon you
Like the evening slowly making its
way to night.
There’s so many people around you.
But nobody understands.
And it hurts, hurts so much.
You can’t stop shaking.
And the looks,
The looks that you get.
Its like they’re staring
right into your soul.
With no remorse
And you, your mind is racing
thinking of every possible thing
to do to get out of this
situation.
And its so hard, so scary.
And still they look at you.
With no remorse.
And you’re dying inside.
But still faking a fake smile
on the outside.
Telling yourself.. You’ll be fine.
Why me o’lord why me?
Why now o’lord why now?
Isn’t there a better time
to have these scary thoughts?
And still they look at you
With no remorse.
Coming to its end.
Feeling so drained.
Yet so refreshed.
And you just smile.
Thank you o’lord thank you
For standing by my side
Thank you o’lord thank you
For helping me with every
tear I cried.
(2014)
