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Jessica MJ Cecilia D'souza

I’ve tried

I've tried, to hate you but I don’t,
I might? I can’t? I know I wont.
 
The heart can be in a state of denial,
In a phase where amnesia encourages lies,
A hurting heart and a sinking soul,
The lack of closure has taken its toll.
Sono pazza di te, I said to him,
Before I let my selfish self sin,
Before my eyes contradicted me,
I hated myself for what I had seen.
I use the same coffee that you used to use,
I learn more about cars to feel closer to you,
I know you're watching me; indirectly,
My guardian angel, listen and see...
 
I've tried, to hate you but I don’t,
I might? I can’t? I know I wont.

Confessional

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