Where'd You Go
I sit here wishin’ wishes that cannot be kept
like secrets you left me with to heavy my chest
and my thoughts of you are better than the rest
but I can’t help but remember the abandon and neglect
the memories and moments that left me depressed
you left me dazed with a banged and bloody head
you left for advil and an ice pack so you said
in reality you left me to score a sack instead
a tragedy for a kid with his head up to your breast
probably concussed but you never took me to get checked
I slammed my skull skating and I shoulda been in bed
you shoulda been to but you were smoking meth
‘Til the days blurred and the seasons turned
’til the harm was done and my heart hurt
from pain a child does not deserve
your baggies are my baggage now
I remember the sun rose far beyond sun down
I lay dizzied in misery on the couch
missing mom like a joey without a pouch
(2013)
