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Detached

Torn

detached from the world detached from myself...
swallowing feelings dwelling on the past...
I look around me and no one can see
that I’m dying inside ever so slowly
 
torn between good and bad...
torn between pain and pleasure...
torn between right and wrong...
torn between now and forever...
 
I can drop the world for you...
I did once before
Now I stand before you...
empty heart on the floor
 
your feelings show through words unspoken...
and my heart you have left broken
 
I cannot choose
 
good or bad
pain or pleasure
right or wrong
now or forever
 
so now I stand before myself
I see the pain in my eyes
I see the guilt on my mind
I see the sincerity in my heart
and my will to go on
 
Never again will I be left to choose
the greater of two evils
Deep inside me I have found the reason that I should keep believing.
 
worth more than your words...
worth more than your empty promises...
worth more than you ever treated me.
I will get through this, watch and see...
I have discovered...
me

(2012)

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