Hello
Hello.
Thats a formal greeting.
Informal to the conversation we’re about to have.
So I’ll try and make it quick to avoid the thought,
“Here we go again”,
i hear you thinking it.
Thats the only thought I’ve heard.
But my continued hurt makes it hard to differ,
the way you kiss my head is it me?
or just another her?
Said so simple, “we broke up so what next?”
I understand i fall into the same category of just another ex.
Doesnt make it any easier to accept another cheek resting on your chest.
I knew long before you put us to rest, you said it would be hard,
but didnt wait long to hold another on our bed.
.Whats done is done and whats said is said but
it doesnt answer the questions that run through my head
Or the fact of my past though we cant credit that ill tell you again,
i dont feel through sex, i cant do it again and again.
before a man can call my name i already fled,
but with you id give it all up to have it again.
You just shut down, woke up another man,
I know its my wrongs that destroyed the plan.
Thought when i came back we would talk it out but boy you had be fooled again,
talking to myself.
You dont owe me that though as i sit and stare at your profile and quietly share
blow for blow.
I guess thats the extent of our suffered souls, you let me go and made new goals.
I wouldnt mind to hang on for the ride but surprised when I admitted and compramized,
i cant emotionally afford to give you me and you agreed but actions caused my heart to bleed.
And it repeated and defeated anything lovely left inside of me.
Even showered for an hour after telling me “not any time soon” continued fool.
So am i just her? we werent worth mending the hurt?
what if i dedicated myself to forgiveness? what if i shut up and just listened?
But you never said much, i fell in love you touch.
Now they share my clutch not mine but theirs because i fall into the same bunch.
Blow by blow
i watch you exhale slow as i know i finally have to let go.
Your so different Ive known u only to be the same, makes it hard to hear ur name.
I may be to blame but damn you put me to shame.
Blow by blow
you already let go.
Blow by blow
you said you’d let me know but never will so ill leave it alone
Blow by blow
eyes fill up with memory, as he was more than a friend to me.
Blow by blow
i watch the last draw linger to the sky as i know ill have to stop you next time as that was the first time you had me,
at Hello.
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