No one was there
Or so I thought
I didn’t think anyone would know
The horrible thing I’d done
All through the day
The thought burdens me
No matter how hard I try
I just can’t forget
For it’s been burned into my memory
Even though no one saw
I feel like everyone knows the sin I committed
I’m sure no one was there
So why do I feel this way?
After days and days of guilt
I know who was there
The one I’ve ignored for so long
The person who loved me
Accepted me
Died on a cross for me
And I repay him
By acting like He doesn’t exist
And hurting him
By sinning even more
Please forgive me Father
You know what I’ve done
All the things I did against you
Please give me a clean heart
I don’t want to continue living the way I’ve been living
I want to come back to your outstretched arms
How could I choose a gray, dark, evil world
Over the one who gave me life?
I don’t deserve your love
I’m such an evil person
Even so
How can you continue
To call me friend?
Thank you Lord
For your love
For I don’t deserve it
Thank you
Thank you, that the creator of the universe
Knows my name
Please help me to fight
Everything the world throws at me
I don’t want it anymore
Because I have you