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Aloud off my cuff

A night that i never even thought would happen

Tonight is the night to get dressed up to impress
What if I am overdressed?
As my mind spins is causes me to feel distress
But I end up still saying yes
Cant be shy have to make some progress
No need to be the one to obsess
 
The Struggle of being a social awkward turtle
Maybe everything will just be nonverbal
There is no need for rehearsal
But I feel as if  I am so mortal
 
Stomach in a knot feeling as if my heart is going to explode like a rocket
Why cant I be the one to keep my heart in check in a clear locket
Cant this just me one of thought cheesy movie moments
But I don’t think I can keep in all together to play out the slowness
 
Turns out there was a missing link that i did not think of this component
Feeling like accidental, as if i tripped into enrollment
With no way to turn around and show some propriety
Here comes at an all time high my anxiety
 
Feeling as if i am going to need a bit of atonement
It happened in a blink  and all of a sudden I am here in the moment
No matter how hard the itch in my mind says no .. out comes yes
From there the evening progresses
 
Feeling the red form in my checks
As if I aloud myself to let go to much into everything
It is already morning and now I am feeling the side effects
Wanting to get up and look to see what I have done
 
But then there is you still passed out beside me
So I lay back down beside you

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