Imaginary Part
Part 1, Part 2, To be continued
The disbelief that I myself have been the one to overextend
The wanting to believe that this will all pass and we will last
Part 1:
I suppose I wish this could be the imaginary part
But this time it will be purely the state of the art
Now you and I have been friends, sisters side by side
Since the very beginning I have been by your side
Helping you in ever which way to be able to help and try to be the one to provide
No matter if it was fallen out of romance
Problems with not being able to balance your finances
To push you when you have had a case of the stage fright
Show you that you do deserve like everyone else a human right
To help you to gain your fresh start
To listen when you are falling apart
I always have been available to you around the clock
But now I feel a bubble form around my heart
Feeling of second guessing and double talking I can even begin to comprehend
Even though I do help way over the limit, I feel thus time I did overextend
Part 2:
You act as if everything is all the same
I am no longer able to sit back and play this game
My eyes and heart are not open and alert
I can come to establish by your non existent effort I have become very sad and hurt
I did try and say this was a faze and push the thoughts out of my mind
But I can no longer pretend this has made me become unkind
These thoughts have been in my mind so loud
That over my eyes they have created a cloud
I am tired of not making a noise
This is my time to be the one to be the one to be loud
