I’m the girl that lost it all
Always hitting a wall
I try so hard to be the best of me, I even have a tattoo thats states i am free
But he’s always with me
In my thoughts, in my head
Fear is a daily dread
The journey is never over
I’m always looking over my shoulder
My tears are shed but nothing changes– I’m still without my babies
That one decision to leave
That brave step– destroyed my norm But it wasn’t good, it wasn’t healthy.
I was living with a killer
He killed my faith
He killed my happiness
He killed my everything
He left me dead behind the eyes... but now I am wise.
The battle isn’t over, he will continue to attack but I won’t be fighting back.
I will pick myself up and walk on... for one day he WILL be gone