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Never-ending Nightmares

Most normal people can dream good dreams
I guess that makes me abnormal.
For I haven’t dreamt a good dream in years
Left to question my own moral.
 
When it starts out good it falls apart
And I begin to weep.
I’m sick of all these disturbing dreams
Full of monsters and creeps.
 
Last night was the worst of all
Sending me into a screaming fit.
Waking me only to throw up
Lost in an endless black pit.
 
I sit and rock back and forth
Scared it might be real...
Looking for a hand to hold
But there’s nothing I can feel.
 
I wonder why it must be me
To take on all of it
Perhaps it’s because God knows I’m strong enough
To get up from the Devil’s hardest hit.
 
I’m too strong to be broken
Even when I crumble in fear.
I may begin to cry,
But I’ll only shed one tear.
 
I deal with it in the hopes
That none other will have to go through
What I go through near every night,
I wish to keep it from you.
 
I will be okay, I promise.
I’m living and I am alive.
And through all of these terrible things
I have the power to thrive.
 
Building stronger with every shake
Breathing deeper with every short breath.
Voice more meaningful with every scream,
Head held higher with every death.

(2014)

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