Verse 1: Why’s it always gotta be so fast? Why don’t anybody wanna slow down? I’m tired of feeling like I gotta catch up just to stand around. Don’t anybody want to sleep? Are the drugs keeping us awake? Is it always going to feel like we are living up in space?

Verse 2: My mama says I’m never home, she knows the boys who get me high. “ Why don’t you stay in look though pictures and home videos tonight.” Am I ever gonna feel the same, back when I was 12 years old? When I never had a choice and my identity was told.

Chorus: Now being in control’s what makes me change. And if I ever feel like I’ve lost the power, I lose everything. I’m reeling in the adrenaline, in love with my sweet addiction. Giving in when I’m drinking, bringing back those evil thoughts again.

Verse 3: Is searching for an answer bad? Can the grave come back to life? Is it a crime I try to find my father’s spirit every night? Would I be punished for my recent ways? Somebody’s bringing out the knife. I need to be shaken awake, away from nightmares and the lies.

Chorus: Being in control’s what makes me change. And if I ever feel like I’ve lost the power, I lose everything. I’m reeling in the adrenaline, in love with my sweet addiction. Giving in when I’m drinking, bringing back those evil thoughts again.

Bridge: Ashes on my bottoms all the time.
Is this the first time I feel skinny?
Does that mean I am winning?

“Sip from the bottle pass it to your right.”
I feel like someone’s out to get me.
Can the devil be forgiving?

Chorus: Being in control’s what makes me change. If I ever feel like I’ve lost the power, I loose everything. I’m reeling in the adrenaline, in love with my sweet addiction. Giving in when I’m trippin’, bringing back those evil thoughts again.
I’m having evil thoughts again.