Verse 1: Lite the spliff and try to clear my head, I don’t know why I’m thinking of a boy when I got a man in bed. I’m thinking wrong but doing right, only a matter of time before I override.
And I’m apologizing to myself cause I don’t like to live with guilt. I got to find the reason why I fantasize with other guys.
It’s not like they’re celebrities, they live in close proximity. I’ve never been one to cheat, but the urge is creepin’ up on me. Don’t get me wrong my mans my life, that’s why this is keeping me up at night.

Verse 2: I don’t mean to be or turn into that kind of girl, he gives me everything I want and I still want more. I’m more upset my mind is wandering in these new ways, I am his world and he means so much to me. And I know if I were to fool around I’d loose my passion for my man and drive us both out.
Here I go feeling guilty again it sounds I’ve gotten this well thought out. Maybe if I guilt my guilt down on paper it won’t show up for me later. Shake her, wake her, make me see, I feel like I’m making a mistake just by realizing. Not giving myself a chance to breathe, my verses turning into short stories.
And I know it shouldn’t be hard to refrain, I don’t wanna be like mother and become a cheat, if it happens once it’ll happen twice, I’m saying the words but can’t turn to take my own advice.

Chorus: Mmmm, I  don’t want to make room,
I’m curious of what lye’s out there, my mind is selfish but my heart plays fair.
I’d never ask for or want a free pass, sometimes you can’t control what your heart thinks, I blink twice, don’t play with fire, I wouldn’t ruin my perfect love life.

Mmm yes, I said perfect love life. why would I be singing these things if it were all running smoothly, truthfully I don’t know because  his touch is so soothing, excuse me and my devil soul for being so ruling.
I don’t know, maybe I’m selfish and I can’t do anything to help it,
or cause I’m younger and I feel I have to experiment, if  only I could play pretend, if everybody played pretend.