Caricamento in corso...

Insecurities of a teenage girl.

No means no...

1.
I don’t want to put my problems on Someone else’s shoulders.
These boulders I carry are not ment to be yours
Because my problems are mine
So let me pretend that everything’s OK because that’s what I was taught to do.
To hide my feelings and the truth.
The truth that I am not happy
And that I am ripping at the seams
But I only show you what I know you want to see.
You want to see me smile
And that I am OK.
But I am not OK no where near.
Clear as crystal I smile through those tears I’m holding back.
2.
Happy tears of course, that’s what I want you to think.
I hide behind humor because that’s easy.
Oh and being easy I hide behind that too.
Tell me who you want me to be because I’ll be that girl for you.
I will change every inch, corner, and cranny.
Just love me a little bit more.
Even if it all bullshit, at least I’ll be your whore.
3.
Rumors spread fast because secretly I want them too.
He said she said happens and I hope that it gets back to you.
You see a told Sarah that we kissed by my locker.
She told Eric and he told Lizzy who actually I have heard is getting a little busy... Anyways back to the true..th.. I mean lies
Oh well doesn’t matter I found a new guy.
4.
My friends decided that they didn’t like me anymore.
Apparently now that we are in highschool everything changes.
But all these walls look the same to me.
Still pretty lame and filled with false prosperity.
But in those halls there was my knight in shinning armor
5.
He told me he loved and I thought it was real.
How stupid was I to even feel,
Feel what I thought was love
But I knew was wrong.
Because I told him no.
That spot was not for his hand.
He didn’t understand
Or if he did he didn’t care.
6.
I have no one to tell
He says they will all know I asked for it.
They will all know that I liked it.
And he doesn’t want me to embarrass myself!
How sweet is he looking out for my image.
Making sure I don’t screaw up our popularity.
7.
I told my mother I tripped and fell down the stairs.
Mark down another lie.
It was my own fault though I wasn’t listening I wasn’t being the girlfriend I have to be
Anyways he apologized and I love him so I want him happy
8.
Graduation day is finally here
I can maybe get out of this mess.
Until oh wait I no longer fit in my dress
because I’m 5 months in and 4 months to go
Funny part you don’t even know
You just can’t, because I know what you’ll do.
I want this baby even if it is with you.
9.
I have to tell you so you know where not to hit.
Because my doctors are asking questions I cannot answer with a smile or a grin.
Thank god the baby’s healthy even if you hate her.
At least I gained the courage even though its all a blur.
I have a broken wrist to remind me
And a black eye to blind me
But finally,  you left out the door
10.
I am no longer your whore

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