Deep deaths and empty lives,
emptiness found deep in with one.
Procrastinating about ending it al…
resting your wrists and,
Ensuring your friends you’re okay.
Dancing around the room,
you fall to the floor
and express your distress
at your failure.
You fly across the room
We lie, to ourselves
we shrink within the confinement o…
we lose ourselves.
We lie to protect ourselves,
from the prejudice of measly souls…
As the razor rips,
the red pours
the tears fall.
The mind crumbles
and monsters make
I thought I was okay, that I was…
Was over the pain and over what yo…
Maybe I am just overtired or over…
I can’t sleep at night, not easily…
So I am sitting here crying wonde…
one without harming,
one day without it overwhelming me…
24 hours strong.
A week and I go back
I’ve had a lot of trouble finding…
I covered my arms and thigh in sca…
hoping to feel something other tha…
I’ve hid away from the world with…
I wanted to be like everyone else…
She remembers when you said ‘I lo…
and when you said ‘I hate you’.
She cannot remember the emotions t…
shaped her early life.
Waking form pleasant dreams,
having breakfast laid out for you.
Finding your clothes folded at the…
Going to school talking with frien…
no homework all play.
Left out of everything.
Uncle tore my life apart.
Heart Broken by my first love.
The minute hand passes by slowly,
The hour rolls on.
The moon came
and still no change.
When the light calls,
You go and see everything.
Everything you ever did,
Everything you didn’t.
When the light fades
A scream and a cry, from the weak.
A held breath and a silent tear, f…
A whisper of a loved one’s name ec…
A quick death and a hollow life in…
Happiness and joy ripped from the…
I lie in bed,
thinking of what and how,
how everything happens,
and now I find myself
thinking am I awake?
I am fine
I keep telling myself,