(2013)
#Depression
Bullied. Left out of everything. Uncle tore my life apart. Heart Broken by my first love. Hating myself.
Music going getting louder and louder, as the night wears on. Calling out. Out loud,
Playing out in the shed, while dad does his work. Pushing a dirty yellow dump truck around I slip, I fall, I cry.
I could talk about how I am strug… I could tell you how I feel right… I could tell you that I think I a… but really I am just waiting for t… the day that I hurt myself again.
I am fine I keep telling myself, that over and over
How do you feel today? I know I seem like a big ball of… like what make up is or and actual… Smiles laughs and jokes mostly the… where everyone is happy just becau…
I am asked how I feel I lie. Most people do they lie because they feel a little upset
BANG BANG BANG Goes the gun, as he falls, the
You want a normal relationship, with hugs, kisses, sex and love. You want someone who will love you unconditionally, will make time in their day to see…
Deep deaths and empty lives, emptiness found deep in with one. Procrastinating about ending it al… resting your wrists and, Ensuring your friends you’re okay.
Dancing around the room, you fall to the floor and express your distress at your failure. You fly across the room
There are things here, you don’t understand. The way they move and the way they love. Their laugh,
Come down to earth, see the poverty, see the crime and see the death. Bring your head,
Can I just cry? can I try? I need to be in the better place but when I try, I cry and become… what will everyone think
We lie, to ourselves we shrink within the confinement o… we lose ourselves. We lie to protect ourselves, from the prejudice of measly souls…