(2013)
#DepressionUnsure
One day, one without harming, one day without it overwhelming me… 24 hours strong. A week and I go back
Waking form pleasant dreams, having breakfast laid out for you. Finding your clothes folded at the… Going to school talking with frien… no homework all play.
I lie in bed, thinking of what and how, how everything happens, and now I find myself thinking am I awake?
I can’t stop thinking about you an… It hurts to know that you have no clue how I feel about you. How I can’t be with you,
Dear Father, I do not know why you have to go the war has already caused so much… Father I love you and you know th… but why did you have to go to war?
Is it from the mind, or does it comes from your body? The hate and discontent with yours… the scars and the cuts. Do you control this feeling?
Sitting on the park bench, no one notices anything. I noticed you walking towards me nothing seemed wrong,
Without I a word, when I awake my mask comes on and I leave it for the world to
We lie, to ourselves we shrink within the confinement o… we lose ourselves. We lie to protect ourselves, from the prejudice of measly souls…
Without a goodbye my hearts aches my last words fell silent on your… I was blindsided by your cowardice my face left wet and red again. Why did I allow myself this false…
I’ve had a lot of trouble finding… I covered my arms and thigh in sca… hoping to feel something other tha… I’ve hid away from the world with… I wanted to be like everyone else…
Music going getting louder and louder, as the night wears on. Calling out. Out loud,
When I was five I wanted to be a… I wanted the world, I didn’t do anything but run around all day When I was six I wanted a house.
How do you feel today? I know I seem like a big ball of… like what make up is or and actual… Smiles laughs and jokes mostly the… where everyone is happy just becau…
The minute hand passes by slowly, 5:59. The hour rolls on. The moon came and still no change.