As the razor rips,
the red pours
the tears fall.
The mind crumbles
and monsters make
getting louder and louder,
as the night wears on.
She sits there at night,
after she stops acting,
that she is alright.
When she listens to,
the voices in her head,
I do not know why you have to go
the war has already caused so much…
Father I love you and you know th…
but why did you have to go to war?
I hate this life.
Mary-Anne, don’t sit and cry,
come out to play, don’t be shy.
Don’t worry your little head,
let yourself free.
Mary-Anne come and seek,
I lie in bed,
thinking of what and how,
how everything happens,
and now I find myself
thinking am I awake?
A scream and a cry, from the weak.
A held breath and a silent tear, f…
A whisper of a loved one’s name ec…
A quick death and a hollow life in…
Happiness and joy ripped from the…
Nobody sees the hurt on the inside…
Nor do they see the pain.
Nobody sees the hurt on the outsid…
Or the pain.
Everybody thinks I am okay,
Without I a word,
when I awake
my mask comes on
and I leave it
for the world to
I thought I was okay, that I was…
Was over the pain and over what yo…
Maybe I am just overtired or over…
I can’t sleep at night, not easily…
So I am sitting here crying wonde…
She is torn between two worlds,
between two men
two fairy tales,
both with differing endings and ha…
I’ve had a lot of trouble finding…
I covered my arms and thigh in sca…
hoping to feel something other tha…
I’ve hid away from the world with…
I wanted to be like everyone else…
Deep deaths and empty lives,
emptiness found deep in with one.
Procrastinating about ending it al…
resting your wrists and,
Ensuring your friends you’re okay.
Goes the gun, as he falls,