Perfect Death
I sit in this bed,
watching you as I dread.
I hear you scream in agony,
reminding me of what I did.
But I don’t want to be evoked of this tragedy,
please someone rescue me.
I’m forced to kill what I feel,
how can I ever heal.
I tried to run away,
but can never escape this disarray.
I swear no listens to what I have to say!
In my body I’m getting slashed,
cause the lies and my self are starting to clash.
I think I wont survive,
cause now there is no place to hide.
It seems like I can never run away from this high tide.
Cause now my lies are pulling me in,
choking me with my sins,
their telling me I can never win.
I’m now getting bashed left to right with my deceptions,
and I cant even get one exception.
So how the hell can I get a connection.
I was never given guidance,
so now I have to deal with the silence.
Sometimes I wish I can fade into the darkness,
cause I am never shown kindness.
I’m so sick of this drama magazine,
I’m thinking of jumping off this balcony.
You say I need to do something real,
well you just made a deal.
You try to take it back, but its already sealed.
I jump, letting comfort wash over me,
I finally found the solace key.
I discover a new world of contentment,
a place only spoke from the ancients.
I would take my last breath,
and say wouldn’t that be a perfect death.
(2014)
Read it, give me an opinion of what you think. Peace out
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