(2015)
#Depression
I am sorry That I cannot be happier I know that I’d be prettier If I smiled If I could smile
A noisy restaurant Listen Focus Beyond the dishes The music
May sun is warm An old friend You have missed June sun Still smiles
I’m watching a woman in a bikini In great shape with a swollen bell… Play with her puppy named Gatsby A Hispanic family comes The little girl dips her feet in
Your enthusiasm exhausts me This coke is flat The bubbles disperse Leaving a sticky and sweet Aftertaste
When the emotion comes up It feels like heartburn Like acid Clenching my throat My ears go watery
By nature high-strung But I thought I was strong If not physically, emotionally For things to roll off my back Be mature and take the high road
I know it’s for the best But it still hurts Hearing mothers complain For what I would give anything fo… My husband says no
No es solo la tristeza Aunque si lo estoy No es por el desanimo Aunque si me desanimo No es tan sencillo
When we are young we strive to be cool with our clothes and the way we move and our friends with swag as adults though our friends be co…
Water Beach pools and fountains Rivers creeks and waterfalls The sound The feel Floating Weightless
The strings that attach me To this world Ground me Yes they sometimes Keep me from flying
If I could paint a man Eyes so dark they shine Brooding and stormy Til the smile breaks through If I could paint a man
Steamroller Of life Passed by Feeling down Squished
I am stronger Than you think I am I am weaker Than I look