(2015)
Props to my Dad on this one. Drink water everybody!
Restless As I lay in bed Trying to fall asleep These are my clues I might be low
I told everyone About you The ugly beast Inside of me You can’t hide
The human heart ...leaps and jumps ...races and sings ...sighs and groans The treacherous heart can
My objective is selfish Not to share or be heard To get it out and move on No one seems to hear my pain No one seems to feel my pain
It’s not that I’m sad Though I am It’s not that I’m discouraged Though I am It soaks deeper
Dime ¿Qué es su lengua materna? Ni inglés Ni español Sus padres no hablan inglés
Love is sincere Sincerely Wanting to connect Love makes you crazy Insanity that makes you fly
I had it all In my head And then I said Words I do not know which ones
Desperate for his attention Knowing it will drive him away Jealous of a game - how lame Choking self-esteem where I lay Desperate for his affection
Left on a leash Is no way to live He disappeared I like to imagine He’s running in a field
Well-intentioned stranger Eyeing me limp through HEB Why would you ask If I stepped on a nail? How do you know
The strings that attach me To this world Ground me Yes they sometimes Keep me from flying
La presión atrapada Busca por donde salir Tapo mi boca Se me sale por los ojos Tapo mis ojos
I can feel it coming Decisions I can’t make Brain starts to freeze Fingers won’t work Sick of this disease
I’m watching a woman in a bikini In great shape with a swollen bell… Play with her puppy named Gatsby A Hispanic family comes The little girl dips her feet in