Searching for the man
Excuse me, please
might I get a moment of your time
see I’ve got a heart full of troubles
I’ll pay you, if you mind
Trust isn’t easy for me to give
but i’m desperate if you can’t see
people make me sick but people
are the ones who build me
or break me down
my life depends on what someone thinks
am I sound or am I crazy
I’m not sure anymore
I fear I may be losing it
I question my mind all the time
But that’s not why I need you
see i’m devastatingly lost
I once had a few dreams but life told me to toss em
I’ve got a problem or two
maybe more
but for the sake of time we’ll say it’s just one
I’m looking for someone
He’s said to be perfect
majestic even
they call him the Father
say he’s the creator
I’ve called out to this man my whole life
but it seems just when I start to believe
another dark cloud starts to arrive
I’ve been called a loon
I’ve been called dirty
I’ve been called tainted and disgusting
i’ve been a whore and an addict
I’ve been prey and a meal for the stronger
through life’s great battles I have had one same problem
where is the man I search for so often
I have no picture of him
just a book that say’s he’s the ALPHA and OMEGA
thousands of people that love him and call him Messiah
WHERE IS HE? and why can’t I find him?
am I looking too hard? or not hard enough?
I thought I felt him touch me a few times
best drug I’ve ever had
no needles or pills or smoke required
I held my hands up and closed my eyes
I screamed for him and begged for his arms
but he hasn’t shown himself to me in a long while
so i question if he was ever with me at all
If you see him, can you tell him to find me
If he’s real, you know him if he calls me by name.
my name? I can’t tell you that, but i have feeling that if he asks
you’ll know who he’s talking about.
Tell him that I’ve gone completely MAD
and I need him to rescue me from myself
thanks for your time
you have no idea
I’d give my last dime if I had one
