I ride on the back of sadness and regret reaching to the sky for redemption as the wind  caresses my face and brings me to a crippling position vulnerability and my thoughts cry so loud you could swear you saw my mouth moving  and as the thoughts hover over my body like a sick virus my throat closes my anger awoken my hands Sweat as I rub my skin from my burning blood dying to know the truth on life... the truth on hate, rapid, and fatal fate cause he knows once he pulls that trigger they are all gone and mom saying go to sleep baby girl your daddy was to far gone to notice what he was doing was wrong but my blood burns and burns as if I been drowned in oil and set on flames and as mother nature caresses my face all I seem to think of is why but somethings are better forgotten then questioned as her leaves fell down and her wind made a sweet sound she said your gonna be alright its just a matter of time ... I could question what that meant but instead I took everyday like it was heaven sent cause it was just a matter of time<3