i'll never know
the waking thought that maybe you’ll talk to me
keeps my lights on in the darkest of nights.
the close of my eyes is the only relief i get.
to wake with only hopes of seeing your name.
to wonder is the death of me, all at once creating me.
if you knew the words that only i speak softly into my pillow
you might have a change of heart.
to tell you would be a dream, but a fear of rejection holds my tongue.
the empty space in my bed is a dreadful reminder of what use to be.
the sweet kisses that use to brush my forehead are forever missed.
you’ll never know though.
i speak words of happiness in hopes that no one will see the hurt that bellows inside my heart.
no questions asked, i’ve become good at lies.
like the feeling of a cold shower, your memories shake me.
sadness fills my once bright eyes.
you’ll never know though.
only words written, yet they scream at me from a distance.
the breathe i once felt taunts me into remembering.
i can only wish that the thought of me drifted slowly by you.
i’ll never know though.
