wasted
what you wanted so bad did not end so good.
selfish motives pushed me farther.
saddest realization is i am just as i was with you as i am without.
your impact microscopic.
i am no longer waiting for could be.
my trust issues are mine to better.
not for you to poke at.
the smile i fake everyday will one day be as real as the tears.
no one made you love me.
dont act like its a chore.
i will better myself.
to sit and ponder is a waste when action is needed.
i will not be left feeling like the lonely one.
who are you to be little me?
time spent with you is time wasted.
