what a fool i must be
your words are a lie like the feelings you said.
i wouldn’t have cared if the truth was spoken,
and even if i did give the faintest care to your deceiving lie,
at least i would’ve known the truth and at least i wouldn’t have made a fool out
of myself.
how sad my life must be.
the trembling of my body won’t stop.
i’m tired of waiting around.
i’ve been made a fool, when i did nothing
but kind deeds for you.
gender won when it came to friendship.
i stay loyal like always and wait to be
mislead.
my feelings are hurt and i can’t close my eyes because of it.
i try to numb my body,
but last night plays over in my head like a theatre.
