I’m here & your there/alone, we both are/u, by choice/me, no choice/I feel my heart beat at a slow sad pace/no calmness at this point/But hey, what is a woman to do/I’m dying inside without u/my heart is trying to hold on in every way possible/to beat period, it has a mind of its own/forgetting how to/let’s not even get started on how to breath/without u, my oxygen level has decreased/even harder whn i cry/but i try/remembering us together hurts but makes me smile too/now I feel my heart begin to race/see what u do/ I can hear ur voice/see ur face too/saying baby look at me I’m rt here not going nowhere/then confirming making sure I understood u/I don’t think u really knew what that did to me/feeling so fuckn relieved & able to fully breath/smiling on the inside feeling like the happiest woman in the world/shit I had my girl/but reality is I’m laying in bed alone/I look to my right every night tossing & turning/shit my baby, my honey not a view in sight/a fresh tear slides down my cheek/I take a deep breath turn to my left to try & ignore/then back to my right, grab my pillow & squeeze it tight/close my eyes & determined to dream about u all night.....