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Love

So used to being accepted,
Then quickly rejected.
I know what to expect.
 
I EXPECT IT
 
Do you?
 
The allure of this fantastic reality.
So mysterious.
So magnetic.
Enchanting.
Poetic.
 
That combination of fire and rain.
How does it even exist like that?
In the way that it does.
It seems impossible.
So intriguing.
So exciting.
Arousing.
Inviting.
 
You gotta try it once.
 
YOU MUST BE AT LEAST THIS TALL TO RIDE
 
And you are.
 
You’re going for it.
 
But the minute you step inside….
And the trip is real….
 
You are now an actual part of it.
 
It is now an actual part of you.
 
You suddenly realize…
You haven’t the same control.
You thought you’d have more.
You thought you’d have, at least, some.
 
YOU HAVE NO CONTROL
 
It’s much too much.
Anxiety turns to panic.
You’re bugging out.
You gotta get the fuck out.
 
All that hell!
 
GET THE FUCKING HELL OUT
 
FUCK THE HELL OUT
 
Now RUN!
 
Run as fast as you can!
And as far away as possible.
 
Oh my god.
The horror.
 
Last thing you knew….
You were just going for a ride.
Like you usually do.
Going for that treat.
 
And then….
 
You woke up like a dog straight out of surgery….
 
"What the fuck was that?
 Where the hell am I?
   And why do I feel like shit?”
 
You have no idea what happened.
 
But soon….
 
You’ll be used to being accepted,
Then quickly rejected.
You’ll know what to expect.
 
YOU’LL EXPECT IT

(2014)

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