Your love, I cannot buy
I hear my heart say, he dreams just for you, find a place for him in your soul
what can I do, I’ve never felt this whole
And when he stabs my heart again and leaves a hole
Those who have no trust may lose it all
I follow my instincts, how do you expect me to fall?
Broken words, lies and shattered glass
Read carefully to the words, this is how I feel every-day
The truth may stay in a veil
Hiding every trail
Remember God has already planned our fate
And who will end up being one's soulmate
But take your time because it is important to choose your time wisely
As there are future plans and goals and without them, you may end in a wrong path
I went to school, even though I hate math
I may be scarred by old friends and old flames
and I keep taking the blames
I deserve it, I really do
If there is a soulmate for me, please God tell me who?
I do not mean date someone to see how things go
No, I really want to know
If there is a guy who doesn’t cheat
I just want one that will make me complete
I want the real type of love
Someone who will keep my faith for the one up above
I want to know if I would be missed
He is the only one that I have even kissed
Even though you started as a stranger
I know I can trust you because you have helped me spot danger
The times you helped me through
It does not matter what you do
You felt that I was the one who was playing poker
You keep thinking I am the joker
I keep playing the same game
And you keep changing your identity like your name
I have been there before
But I do not think that love should feel like a tug of war
If you are really the one for me then it will happen
If it doesn’t then it means you need to bring the map in
I do not know where else to turn
Every time I step further all I feel is a painful burn
I do not want to make the wrong move
All the wrong thoughts about me, all that, you need to remove
We have been through it all
You did fall
I do not want to continue any longer before I regret this
I am here just wanting to be called his
And soon enough it may all come true, but what happens if I don't want you
And miss being young and free
Do not get me wrong I do want to see
If he and I are meant to be
But for now, is it wrong if I love how slow time is going?
Believing in God’s plans and loving the feeling of not knowing
Being able to call him mine because he is my boyfriend now
I do not want to worry about when who, why or how
I am of age I am almost graduating college
I am 21 and have a bit of knowledge
Turning 22 in June
I stare at the moon
wondering if you remember when you told me to look at it when I ever miss you
Whenever I feel alone I know where to turn to
We talk at times but you understand I need space
But you know that your love I could never replace
I want to live in the moment while it will last
I do not want to remind myself of the past
I just want to worry about now and the future
I do not mean physical pasts just mind consuming. Oh and I don't need your lecture
Worrying or not believing is not the answer to your prayers
It is believing in God and knowing he cares
With this money, I did not even think I’d make
Losing you would be a painful heartbreak
You are worth more than a fake high
Your love, I cannot buy
