Love is a powerful feeling you cannot hide
I could always feel the eyes around me, but I could not understand my existence on earth
I still did not realize my worth
I heard him say, "Lower your gaze."
Inhaled your love and it turned into a haze
Tried to blow the smoke away, but it started to look like a maze
I still felt his embrace
It was a rainy foggy night
Kept telling myself everything will be alright
What can I say, my heart was his piano and I allowed him to play
Everything about you may have caught my eye
But I’d never lie
A new shadow came near
It wasn’t someone from my past or present
It seemed like heaven sent
I could see the blonde hair as he came near
He looked at me but only touched me with his soul
But he seemed so dark, could have sworn his heart was as dark as a coal
I have to choose between three people, the dark angel is a monster
Felt like a never-ending roller coaster
He is crossed-out
He is someone who I can live without
I have to choose between the two
There are a lot more too
The shadow kissed me as it bit my lip
I won’t let him slip...
Dark hair may stare
And I know deep down they care
I am not cold
I may be bold
Who cares what you’ve been told
I will choose the one whose heart is made out of gold
He is still haunting me through my past
I thought he would last
Blonde hair kissed me hard but with his soul, and stole my heart
Now the demon wants to tear me apart
Behind those murderer's eyes
I see the truth, fear, longing for love, grief and lies
He thinks that if I message a guy is bad
That is so sad
Sin is your point of view as crazy
Past soul doubted me
New soul trusts me
I know the difference between doing something wrong and where I belong
Maybe it was something in my phone that he caught
And yeah we fought
He tells me he will send someone to creep behind my window
All I am scared of is his shadow
I might have to close the blinds
Sometimes it’s hard to read between the lines
Dear Demon,
Just know that no matter what happens I still tried to be your hero
And although you did "everything" you could I still count it all as a zero
But I just want to know what is God’s plan
And I know everything will be okay in the end
I don't want to play pretend
Letting the one above show us our fate
Throw a grenade at my heart I swear its unbeatable
Losing you just proved that its unbreakable
Losing you is painful
But letting you go is just as beautiful
Lets let God decide
And he knows that our true intentions from him we cannot hide
Oh and one last thing, I would never be your bride
I wish you nothing but the best
I want you to also remember love is and always will be a test
You failed mine, goodbye
True love is a powerful feeling because the heart does not lie
2018
