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You made me believe
you made me believe again,
you made me see the light I never thought I'd see
and its okay if the light eventually fades,
Im still in love with the way you walk,
the beer taste on your lips
the way they fit mine so perfectly,
and the way you interrupt it all with a kiss,
the way you used to stare at me when I talked,
and the long breaths you took before saying something
almost scared of saying something too meaningful;
something you maybe couldn't take back.
You’re still here,
it still feels like you meant every single word you said,
and like you loved every kiss,
I refuse to believe you left,
to believe you never wanted this,
you never wanted me
and that you felt nothing
I hope you know,
I do hope you know how much I learned
how much you made me feel
and how much you will remain
I hope you know I'm fine even though it still hurts
hope you know I wish you well even though you left for no reason,
and that I forgive you even if you’re not sorry.
Sometimes I can’t help but wonder what made you give up on me,
I stare at our corner and realize how wrong everything is without you
how everyone seems to be on their own except for me
cause the truth is I'm not me since you left,
how could you be cruel enough to give so much love and then take it away?
I try to convince myself you had your reasons not to stay,
reasons I’ll never be able to understand,
but its okay,
I hope you meet her along the way,
and that you remember me when you do,
I hope she smiles brighter than I ever did,
Hug you harder than I ever did
and I hope she gives you lots of reasons,
lots of reasons to stay,
hope she makes you as happy as you made me,
and hope she suddenly walks away.
