(2015)
I don’t want to be vulnerable I don’t want to be weak I try to talk but I just can’t sp… I’ll shrug it off as a bad day, tw… But the days become months and the…
Do I look like grass? Do I look like dirt? A surface to be walked on? Something to hurt? Am I that underserving
I didn’t think I could be so brok… I thought there would be a door le… But everything is closed off; my m… Happily ever after became a disaster
How do you know if you’ve fallen o… The simple things just aren’t enou… How do you know if it’s not meant… My doubts of you echoing your doub… Show me that you care
Can we not exchange pleasantries, without your condescending ways? And when you belittle, it stays with me for days. Your abruptness bruises
You’re nothing but a stranger A ghost of the past Haunting me with your existence I never succumbed to your will I always fought
Sometimes I feel like it’s hard t… I’m struggling to just stay afloat As I gasp for air, the ocean drag… into the pits of despair Heart so heavy, it weighs me down
I love it when I fall asleep; I h… I forget that you’re gone - a way… But when I wake, the tears come f… cascading down my face. There’s a gaping hole inside my he…
When I think of you my cheeks embrace a warm smile; mi… of tremorous thought. You’re an abundance of divinity, and everything I once sought.
My mind is barricaded with parasitic thoughts; It keeps me awake. As I suffer in the silence of the night
Through gritted teeth; hidden grie… The chaos that lies underneath Muffled breath, the mind unrest Perpetual unhappiness
I feel like I could flood a river With all the tears I’ve cried Sitting here in silence As I watch the world go by Waiting for something or someone
Is it possible to love too much? To fall in love and never be enoug… Is it possible for the heart to be… Like stepping on some kind of love… Shards of angst seeping into my so…
I hate it how she took my place, sitting next to you. I’m no longer the smile upon your… after all that we’ve been through. It’s been so long yet it still hur…
Don’t love me out of convenience Don’t love me withheld Don’t love me without conviction Don’t love me if you can’t love yo… Don’t tell me I’m too emotional