(2015)
Your body plays host to a parasite While your mind is lost in the pas… I can hear you now in my memories But how long are they going to las… And how is it that you can be
Can we not exchange pleasantries, without your condescending ways? And when you belittle, it stays with me for days. Your abruptness bruises
You are hurting my heart although, it’s not yours to break The feelings that I’m having are so surreal, are they fake? I have invested my emotions
Do I look like grass? Do I look like dirt? A surface to be walked on? Something to hurt? Am I that underserving
So deep in love I thought I was; it mirrored tortured Hell. Easily I lead astray but still again, I fell. Forgive me if I hold my cards,
Missed birthdays Missed goodbyes Misunderstandings Half truths and white lies Misremembering
My mind is barricaded with parasitic thoughts; It keeps me awake. As I suffer in the silence of the night
You pushed me with such force that I broke And you have the audacity to say You need to let go? Night after day,
Beyond my smile, underneath the su… Is the feeling of isolation, drawi… Until I become a fragment of myse… It would be nice to not be It would be nice to not see
I came across a damaged soul wandering at night with piercing eyes and icy breath incapable of flight. Forever damned to walk this land
I am a thousand pieces of broken g… Some parts have worn away over tim… Some parts are missing entirely I will never be a beautiful mosaic Submerged by the waves of emotion
Sometimes I feel like it’s hard t… I’m struggling to just stay afloat As I gasp for air, the ocean drag… into the pits of despair Heart so heavy, it weighs me down
I’m at the end of my tether Hanging by a thread Will I suffer in silence Or wind up dead? Seconds from snapping
Caught up in the hallucinations in… I fail to see rationally. But there is no rationality when i… And my heart is tacit Always wanting more
There’s too much time And I get lost in the darkest cor… Entangled in a web of hatred. There’s too much silence and my in… Just one more time... knowing full…