Michael.
For you Michael. You're on my mind every single day. I miss you. 2/12/2014.
Staying afloat,
I’m ripped down
again.
Into the deepest abyss.
With notice
came such pain.
Unending.
Although expected,
unwanted.
There’s been no day,
without “why?”.
You said I helped,
Did I?
That I made you happy.
Was that a lie?
Do i feel this regret for nothing?
I swear i tried.
Was it hard enough?
Tell me!
Being there,
It was all for you.
From the start,
To the end.
There can be no blame.
In my head
I know that.
Don’t I?