Set me free from the evil ties that bind me to this world. Allowing me to roam unobstructed in this life to only love you and be at your side. I do not want a controlled version of the Bachelor. Show me how I should be for you.  One cannot cover up flaws; they make us who we are. Help me to see through the lies and disillusion of my entire life so that my evil existence and my pettiness can come to an end. I see the injustice I have caused you, the blame I am admitting to, but ready to accept. The short comings and the problems I have lived with cannot be covered up. They must be brought to light and addressed. It is an icy reality that I am not a loving and forgiving creature. Teach me to love you the way you deserve. I can forever blame the ills of my world that has been upon me. Bestow on me all the problems that I have created and even those of others and teach me to be better. Lead me away from the hoards of self-centered minions who do only selfish acts. Lift me out of the doldrums and show me a brighter day by letting me love you to the fullest, one filled with kindness and compassion and just and only truth. Teach me to be righteous and give me the strength to forgive myself first. Allow me to help you without expecting anything in return, but the joy that comes from helping the one I love. It is MY job to feel good about myself, please grant me the wish to do so by letting me love you. I am a simple man; let me remain so in my approach to others and make sure I give no false hopes to those around me. If perchance I am destined for greater things let me remain humble and honest for that is truly for the greater good of the love I have for only you. All these things I am capable of doing with a little reassurance and guidance and will do my best not to ever let you down or ever lie to you.  I need a chance to be good.  Please teach me.  I do not know how anymore.  Teach me to find god in you. Teach me to grow old next to God and you.