Im
Ill start this out by laughing
Because I cant understand how
A boy like you, would dream of me
Why this is happening now
Im lazy and boring
Im loud and Im mean
Im an asshole with no worries
Im nothing that I seem
You see a pretty face
and a smile to match the worth
But everyone before you
Has left me broken and hurt
Im angry and Im tired
Im worn out, tossed aside
Im sad and Im alone
And you think that’s just fine
Im not questioning your senses
Im not dumbing down your mind
I just look at myself,
then you, and wonder why
Im rude and Im obnoxious
Im a careless, total mess
Im jaded and stained
What you see, Im much less
A boy like you is smart
and your heart is pure and kind
And mine is full of pain
The kind to be left behind
Im confused and Im fragile
Im needy and I cling
A constant sense of disappointment
I leave with everything
Someone like you deserves warmth
And Im afraid Ill chill your bones
Some things I dont deserve
But your kiss, it doesnt know
Im manipulative and cruel
And ill devour that very heart
Because a love that you are wishing
I just dont know where to start
When I smile I feel creasing
In the fading of my cheeks
Which now are grey with aging
I know not what your heart seeks
Im simple and Im grateful
Im honest and Im true
But what would a girl like me
Deserve from a guy like you
(2013)
