gripping grasping
choking dying
painful beautiful
all one in the same
creep up on me
creep up in me
creep on out
and swallow me whole
deep inside me
deep within me
is where the monster lies
reaching pulling
screaming dancing
not so much the same
climbing out
climbing back in
out of control
it cannot win
fighting with me
fighting for me
fighting against me
this monster within
shaking breaking
shattering spinning
is killing from within
twisting inside
twisting outside
upside down
it just might win
it pumps the blood
and beats the breast
thats who this monster is