in the heat of the moment
a new love sparked
a spot on my heart
now became marked
i try to conceal it

just a speck
no one cares to see
till I start to grow 
in my mommy’s tummy
I grow and grow

Star crossed lovers
Hide away in the night
Abandoned parking lots
Afraid of police light
Avoiding our phones

knifes of flame
upon my open heart
digging into my soul
ripping it apart
where is your mercy

I’m good at gymnastics in my sleep
and dreaming while awake
I’m good at singing in the shower
and getting dirty in the lake
I’m good at waking up at noon

The music in my ear
is pierced with the scream I hear
down the stairs I run fast
to see what has happened in moment
from my mother are tears

Lurking in the corner
In the dark of the night
Are you a warner
Cause you cause me fright
Blacker than black

so once again
I am left alone
these feelings swallow me
with their sad tone
I wont let myself shatter